Ok so as you've noticed in post dates, I've been doing things this week and mostly forgot or remembered too late, to fill my blog, with the lack of comments I can never tell if anyone reads these or not, and if you do I apologize for my lack of recent updates.
At this moment I'm at a huge juncture at my life.
I have the forms ready to send off to become a Retained fire fighter, I am in the process of finalizing my business, but while all this is happening, I have something burning at the back of my mind, and thats China.
You see for a while now I've been considering going to China and living with monks and learning Shaolin Kung fu. Seems rather extreme, its not just for the martial arts that I want to go, I feel time is our life, and we are a in the sea of time, as time progresses its like swimming agents a current, at the start you can handle it, maybe swim quite easily, but as the tide changes, it gets faster and I'm fully aware that I might still be considered young (26) but I know that at some point I'd like a family and waiting until anything later than 35 is a bit risky, so, I plan to do everything I wanted to before then.
I have a chance to go this September and live with monks, why September? Well another friend of mine is also going, and having someone there that can talk Chinese and somebody to anchor me to reality would be very important.
To go, Costs £3,000, I have very little, I might be able to reach that sum MAYBE if I sold everything I own, but then I'd return to nothing.
I'm not saying I have material needs but I have some sentimental ones, and thanks to my memory loss I like to remember what I can (Reefer to my other blog called memory, its in the left hand side bar).
So I WANT to work as a fire fighter but only if I cant get the cash for China, I want to set my business up properly, but only if I cant get the funds for China.
See the hold up?
I have to make some sort of educated decision, I know that getting the funds is next to unlikely, but I also believe its my destiny to go there, so I'm wondering if I have to hold back on my other projects or just go with the flow!
What do you readers think you would do?
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Make sure to check out the weekly comedy videos, Placed at the VERY bottom of the page :D(maybe I should place at top?
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Tried the top but it displays weird, so it will always be the bottom, or maybe side bar, what do you think?
Go the damn hell to China! If you feel that its your destiny and you want to persue it, then by all might and means, fight to earn a treasured spot upon the sea of time.
ReplyDeleteIve had nothing most of my life and have coped and adapted perfectly fine. You dont have to sell everything you have, but you cant hang your head in the face of what you believe is your destiny. Grab it with both hands and embrace a new experience.
You should do it. If something keeps pulling you and is a nagging thought you should go for it. If the timing is right everything will fall into place for you. You'll only regret it if you don't take the opportunity whilst it's there :)
ReplyDeleteThanks for the comments, I'm looking into it but not getting my hopes up just in case.
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